Wat a day! pray,study,exam,enjoyment
Friday, February 22, 2008, 9:30 AM
finally this day have come. i have been waiting for this day ever since i received my exam timetable 3 weeks ago. i was so desperate for it to come fast so that i can end all the suffering and mental torture i gota go through this past few weeks. aloneliness and mental was always on me. i gota be alone studyin preparing for my watever papers and my mental strenght to encourage myself and be discipline on my revision. for the past few days i have been studyin 'full-time' the whole day. (from morning when i wake up study until 2 or 3am plus) stress factor also plays a part lar becoz the time is against u. its either u rem this sentence or u cant rem it.
when i finished my 2nd last paper on thur, i was abit happy that fri,22feb is comin. i kept telling myself tat the finishing line is there. all i gota do is just to hang in there. just follow through the motion and i will cross the line. indeed!!! i reali did tat... finally its over..it was a hard long day for me...
i woke up damn early this morning at around 6plus. i only slept for less than 4hrs or so. coz i got to go pray pray mah. no choice..i dun wan to leave it in the afternoon or at nite. (want to study and enjoy). so after i reached home from my prayers at 7plus, i go had my porridge breakfast that i bought. had a quickie breakfast before i start my final lap of revision. everything was according to plan. i noe how to do the question in the revision papers. onli abit cock up coz cant get the correct answer. i was confident that i can handle the paper in the afternoon. i was praying to god tat the paper will be something like the past year exam question that our tutor gave us. if reali come out like that it will be jackpot for me man! haha...
reaches sch early as my way from my hse to sch only took around 15mins. (that was damn fast) wat to do..the traffic was good towards me. haha...wanted to revised abit after i had a quickie lunch but end up chatting with people. haha.. wat to do. i got an itchy mouth mah..u wanna scratch for me. hee... when time was up,we gota walk over to the examination venue. i could see from everybody face that some of them are excited n happy (just like me) while some where nervous n still reading through their notes. i also saw those types of goners too! haha...(i tink i got a goner guy sitting beside my table) he kept distracting me coz he like duno how to do the question. kept makin alot of movement. haiz.. so when we were allowed to enter into the room, i noe that its show time. just the final 2 hrs and i will be free like a bird. it was also my last exam paper ever goin to be taken by me in ngee ann poly (provided that i dun fail any module lar) when we were given the 10mins reading time, i quickly glance through the paper. i was so happy coz it was according to the revision worksheet only the last question was a bastard question lar. i told myself to give everything into this last paper and finised it wif good result. although i face a few problems in the question, i think it i have done enough to pass this paper lar. as time draws closer to an end. i know that the door to freedom and enjoyment is opening for me to enter. hahaha..once outside the exam room. i was so happy and relieve! yes!!! i have done it. i reali admit that it was reali a very difficult ride for me but look at the bright side.. i have completed it. the sense of satisfaction is hard to explain.
after the exam, me and my classmates already planned that we go have a meal together in bencoolen. we chat and eat enjoying the food (the food i order sux. not nice). everybody was in a relax and happy mood. finally the enjoyment have started. after the meal some of us went for movies together at gv plaza singapura. watched jumper wor. i was an ok ok movie lar. i give this movie 2.5 upon 5 stars. how i wish i got the jumper ability man. hee... ;p for now until my start of my attachment which is on 3mar, i only wanna focus on 1 thing.... ENJOYMENT!!! yeah.. nothing else but to enjoy. i reali deserved this. there will be more to come in the following days. haha.. it was a long hard enjoyable day for me and now im getting tired. i tink i beta go have a good slp lar. hee... nitey nitey!
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