Thursday, January 31, 2008, 9:01 AM
i went to watched the mist just now with wif my gf at junction 8. it was a last min decision to watch a movie. furthermore, we damn bloodly long time nv watch movie together liao. i cant even rem which movie i watched the last time round. haha.. see, i guess it was during last year bah. hmm... if im not wrong its i am legend. haha.. the mist was my idea. i noe my gf hate to watch this type of bloody movie that will make her feel sux and also scared her. but too bad, she nv watch the trailer before so she duno what's on the menu. hehe..
i find the mist was quite a excellent movie as the director didn't show the creatures in the mist instantly. the creatures will appear slowly making u tinking what the hell is in the mist and etc. i will keep u in suspense. this movie is abt the USA army doing some research on the mountain trying to open up the 'door' to another world. guess wat.. instead of the scientist going over to the other world, it was the other world's things coming to ours. that lead to a whole of of mist that makes the human difficulty finding their way. so... those who were shopping for groceries in the supermarket soon saw the mist coming towards them. they quickly locked up the door to prevent the mist from coming into the supermarket. slowly slowly people will start dying becoz either they itchy backside trying to be hero by goin outside seeking help or commit suicide after hearing some bitch toking abt god which i tink was not jesus lor. some shitty god stuff lar. this bloodly bitch soon will brainwash majority of the pple inside the supermarket with her theory of the end of the world or the god is unhappy with certain stuff. fights between two groups of pple will start in the supermarket. the f***ing bitch was damn irritating lor. i was damn happy that during one part of the show, got this old lady threw a can of nuts at her when she was bubbling away with her nonsense. haha. tat reali makes me laugh. but thats not th best part. the best part was when the bloody f***ing bitch was shot in her stomach and her head at the last part of the movie. hahah!!! serve her rite man. haha.. pple in the threate was clapping and cheering man. haha.. so u can just imagine how shitty this f***ing bitch was. haha.. in the end, there's this group of pple decided to take a risk by goin outside. to them.. its either they stay in the supermarket and wait for help or die inside there or trying their luck outside and maybe able to seek help. both ways, there is a high risk of dying. so.. they tink, might as well give it a shot! who noes rite... wat happen after next was quite sad. u gota go find out urself to know. hahaa.. i recommend u guys go catch tis movie as i tink it reali worth my $8 ticket price man. it worth every cents. hahaha... i will keep u off ur sit. haha! go check it out fast! i rate this movie 4 stars upon 5. ;)
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008, 9:23 AM
YEAH!!!!!!!!!! its my 65th month anniversary with my gf wor... hahaha!!! its been a long long ride. kaoz.. time fly damn fast. it will soon be 66 then 67, 68, 69 and so on. kaoz... its a long long relationship man. just find it incredible coz both of us were just trying out intially as we give ourself some time to get to know each other. hahaa... but guess wat. we got to know each other alot alot better the last 65 mths. hahaha!!! ;p tis blog is dedicated to myself and my loving gf!!!
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wahahaa... exams exams exams!!! duno whether to love it or to hate it.
love it - can get the damn shit diploma cert lor and start lookin for jobs to support myself
hate it - all the damn f***ing exams that are killing my brain cells. duno why the papers must be so difficult. cant they set something easy. haiyo... stress to the max!!!
wat to do... do i have a choice. its just like what i learnt in my course. OPPORTUNITY COST!!! yeah! i can choose not to study and work instead after my n.s but in the end, i chose to study as i tink diploma cert can get me higher pay than my higher nitec cert. still duno where my career path will be? have a few option on hand but wait till i finished my attachment then i decide.
hmm.. i will be taking only 4 modules papers during the exam. im consider a very lucky chap coz the most of the cohort are taking 5 or 6 module papers. i got a friend tat is taking 6 papers for the exam man! kaoz..im wondering how can she do it. sometimes when i tink that got pple more worst than me i will slack abit. kaoz.. duno y? i scare later i fall into their category how? i dun wan to fail any of my module. i wan to pass them all and get done wif it. no next semester for me man... although i dun mind come back look at gals ya. hahah!!! but come back as on attachment lar. not student! i must jia you. and all those pple out there must also jia you too! WE CAN DO IT!!! cheers~~!!
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Saturday, January 26, 2008, 7:25 AM
just managed to transfer all my clothes from one cupboard to a new cupboard coz the old one too old liao. it took me almost 2 hrs to transfer man. furthermore i also got my gf to help me too! i gota rearranged everything. from my shirts to my nice tees. from my bermudas to my jeans and from my shorts to my jerseys. man.. i sure got alot of clothes lor. reali reali alot man. my gf even complain to me that my clothes is even more than she and her sister combine. wahaha.. but wat to do.. majority is my soccer attire man. i got alot of jerseys, training kits, shorts and club polo-t. u just imagine the jerseys, polo-t, shorts n etc from the club that i played before. i got played for woodlands, home utd and balestier. all the lottos, diadoras n umbros. specially home utd gave alot of things to me. haha.. headache man! i just keep it for memories lor. hehe.. furthermore, i still got my elias park club's jersey and my poly's jersey too! kaoz.. alot of things man. but now everything is in place and nicely stack up. my house is still in the mess coz doing a major clearing up. some of the old cupboards or shelves gota be out of my hse by chinese new year. so.. i trying to clear up some of my stuff too. btw, all my old clothes will be donated to the poor when my mum go another country. hopefully they will like my clothes man. hehee... ;p
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resume elias park training
Friday, January 25, 2008, 9:54 AM
i finally reported back for elias park training tis week on tue. i never attend their training since the start or the middle of dec becoz of my poly's football commitment. its our pre-season and we are training on track rather than on the pitch. we are training at meridian jc and hopefully it will be our home ground for the upcoming nfl div 3 games coz they hav just replace their field wif artificial grass (just like jalan besar stadium). the training attendance for the team is not reali very good. the most players that came for the training was around 6 or 7. very poor man! i duno lar.. i just focus on my own work. i hav do alot of runnings to improve my endurance. i also did some plyometrics exercise that i found from the internet coz im finding ways to improve my speed. i guess im the most hardworking players compared to the rest of the players as i will have exercises to do after my runs. wat to do... no pain no gain. furthermore, our coach didnt come 1. so its natural that the players tend to do nothing after their runs. we have a beep test that our coach wan us to pass in order to play friendly matches or to complete in the nfl div 3. if alot of players fail the beep test, the coach might pull us out of the league. im definitely ready for the test. i hope the rest will be man.
btw, i also heard that there are 4 new players joining us too. all the 4 i noe them one. the 4 new players have played in sleague or prime league level before. so it will be very exciting for our team as the quality level increase man! it reali tempt me to stay with the team (even if got sleague club offer me). i just see how lor. hopefully it will be a great season for elias park.
i still hear no news from this particular sleague club. still waiting for their confirmation. but anyway, i already give up waiting! no point lar. just make me lose my focus. so fed up of waiting tats why i wanted a straight answer from them. guess i got no future in the sleague. so disappointing! but nvm, if cant play i still got elias park. i will still perform to my maximum. ;)
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the worst part of my time at ngee ann poly is here becoz the exam period is here to hunt me again. i dun reali like exam as it gives me alot alot of stress. will make me moody, sian, tired n more during this period. my first paper is on the 15feb man! its just less than 3 wks away. im very worried abt my exam as tis past few wks i abit lost focus on my studies. like im losing motivation to study like that. i just dunno why. just suddenly after my common test lor. i duno whether isit becoz of my common test results not so good? (except 1 module i scored very well) haiz... tis is the most crucial period of my time in NP lor. i cannot afford to fail any module as this will cost me to stay back next semester to retake the failed module again and also take a few other new modules tat i nv done before. my attachment will then be cancelled. hmmm... i reali dun wan to continue another semester of studying again. i reali reali hope i can scrap through the exams with average grade. i will be very happy if i can achieve tat. anythin more than that will be a very big bonus for me. arrggg.... i hope everything will be over soon. bless me man!
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Thursday, January 17, 2008, 7:48 AM
haiz...it come to a sad ending for ngee ann poly's football team. we lost our final crucial match against ite 2-0 on tue. this game was very impt for us coz we need to secure a victory to qualify for the semis after we screw up our qualification against nus last week. its so disappointing after we had a very good stat to the ivp by whacking tp and sim 4-1 and 4-0 respectively. we reali got to blamed ourselves. i also find it hard to forgive myself for not scoring a single goal! YES!!! i didn't score in this year's IVP! im totally disappointed with myself. my target of 4 goals i set before the tournament started nv come true. although i did play all the game except sim game but i thot i can easily score this year as i find that our squad players are good and furthermore, my teammates created chances for me during the friendlies but suddenly during the tournament, the chances just nv come my way. so sian man! true to wat our coach said, if we can play as a 'team'... our sch will be the strongest in the tournament but we just didn't reali fulfil that potential. its just a waste coz our team reali got alot of potential! although we currently top the group standing but we have completed our games while other teams still havent finished theirs yet. but the door to the semi final is not totally 100% shut on us. we still got a small percentage that we can still squeeze through the semi final on goal difference but must reali need alot alot of help from other teams and also gods help. no point for me to explain down here lor. anyway, i find it really very hard to achieve it. if it reali happens and we are in the semi final. i can tell u that it will be my first time i see such a thing happening since i started playing soccer (even the international football also never happen). so u can think how bad our situation to qualify is rite. haha... anyway,this was my last ivp appearance for ngee ann poly as i cant play for them next year as my course is 2.5 years. im still trying to psycho the soccer teacher to let me play. hehe.. see how it goes lar.
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Saturday, January 12, 2008, 1:29 AM
wed was our 3rd match of our ivp. we (ngee ann poly) were playing against nus in their ground. it was an a match that will take us to the semis of the ivp. we were looking forward for this match as it was also a revenge match for us as we drew we them that eventually knock us out of the compeition last year. we were reali gutted to allowed them to equalised in the dying seconds from their gk's goal kick. anyway, were were on form. 2 wins out of 2 matches. we were sitting comfortably on top of our group. the equation was simple. if we win nus, we are through to the semis regardless of other results. but it turns out otherwise.
i was expecting myself to start the match as the coach had already broke the news to me that i will be playing against nus. i havent opened my scoring account wif the team yet and i was tinking that this was a good occasion to opening ur scoring. i was very excited and confident about the match. i knew that we had a strong team and is able to beat anyone (provided if we work as a team). we knew how good or weak our opponent, nus was. as the game started, the battle of the two teams was very tight. it was a small pitch also. but we had better opportunties than nus. i was off the pace. my pace was slow. i just duno why. i had a few good through balls that i didnt managed to have a proper shot at goal coz i was too slow. soon... we kept missing good opportunities and suddenly nus capitalise on our defensive mistake. our defender failed to clear the ball in our own box and nus player managed to pick up the ball n shoot it. it went into the net. i was a devasting blow...!!! i saw my striker teammate warming up and i was wondering is the coach goin to sub me. soon,i found out the answer. i was substituted...i was so disappointed and angry wif myself. i just walked off the pitch and shook people who are on the bench hands and just sat down quiet reflecting wat went wrong for me during the match. while reflecting, i was also watching the match and slowly, we were getting more and more anxious to score the equalising goal. in the 2nd half, some of the players has lost abit of their emotion. soon,our game plan for the match was not being follow. we kept attacking through the middle and pumping high balls which nus dealt comfortably. the player who sub me had a wonderful chance to equaliser in the 2nd half when he was through on goal. all he nd to do was to beat the gk. he blew his shot high and wide. as the clock ticks. nus players tried to waste time but lying on the field after each tackles. i knew that this was it. we cant get anything out of the match. everybody was disappointed. our poly principle came down and supported us (wif some of our school's head). we lost in a match tat could help us qualify for the semis. now... everything is on the last game of our group matches. we r up against combined ite. their team havent reali finalise. only finalise abt a wk before the competition starts. if we lose that match on tue, we are out! simple as tat! i duno whether i will play that match or not after my disappointing performance. i see how it goes... still got mon's training left before we play ite on tue. i reali hope ngee ann qualify for the semis coz alot of people have sacrific for the team especially our teacher in charge. he reali put his head on the chopping board coz of our team. TUE is a do-or-die game for us!!!
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Tuesday, January 8, 2008, 4:59 AM
i had a bad week last week... things were not right for me. i find that im slowly slowly losing my focus on my sch work. duno whats wrong wif me as i just cant focus and getting more n more slack. received 2 of my 4 common test paper last week. as expected! my result was not good. i failed one of my paper. it was the first time that i failed a paper in ngee ann poly. my another paper didnt fare too well. only managed to scrap through just only 19.5/40. (round off the 0.5 to 20) i just duno lar... very disappointed wif myself and my result. and also when in class during the tutorial lesson. my mind just isnt in class. haiz.. i dunno is it becoz of my results thats why i lost my focus or isit becoz of my soccer commitment. haiz.. luckily this semester is my last study semester becoz the next semester i will be out on attachment and it will b my final semester. if i still got another semester of studying, i tink i will fail all the modules man. but first, i must get myself through this semester first. i cant afford to fail in my final exam becoz if i fail any one of my papers, i will need to stay back next semester to take tha failed module. i must jia you man!!!! must find my old self back...
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008, 7:11 AM
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Soccer...Like Duh!!
