Tuesday, January 8, 2008, 4:59 AM
i had a bad week last week... things were not right for me. i find that im slowly slowly losing my focus on my sch work. duno whats wrong wif me as i just cant focus and getting more n more slack. received 2 of my 4 common test paper last week. as expected! my result was not good. i failed one of my paper. it was the first time that i failed a paper in ngee ann poly. my another paper didnt fare too well. only managed to scrap through just only 19.5/40. (round off the 0.5 to 20) i just duno lar... very disappointed wif myself and my result. and also when in class during the tutorial lesson. my mind just isnt in class. haiz.. i dunno is it becoz of my results thats why i lost my focus or isit becoz of my soccer commitment. haiz.. luckily this semester is my last study semester becoz the next semester i will be out on attachment and it will b my final semester. if i still got another semester of studying, i tink i will fail all the modules man. but first, i must get myself through this semester first. i cant afford to fail in my final exam becoz if i fail any one of my papers, i will need to stay back next semester to take tha failed module. i must jia you man!!!! must find my old self back...

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